View Part 2 of Doctor's Visit.
I left the doctor’s office fairly angry, but I asking myself what if he was right? I sat down for a moment to try to clear my head.
If I had been a guy up until today, there should be some sort of evidence -- photos, social media, or something, right? And if I had a slight bit of a secret desire to be a woman, shouldn’t I be happy now? Was I happy now? I’m not exactly unhappy with this body. I just went to the doctor because I was...concerned that it happened.
But what if I had always been a woman? And this whole thing was just my way to cope with being trans? Wouldn’t I want to go back to being a guy? I didn’t feel like I wanted to go back. Do I miss the old me...if the old me even existed? I mean, I guess. But am I going to be happier like this? I don’t know. The biggest draw back when I woke up was people not knowing who I really was, but (based on my doctor’s visit) that doesn’t seem to really be a problem now...
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